The Person I Long To Be

The day light breaks again
Another day has begun.

But still no sleep has come.
My body is weary

My mind overworked.
I lie awake thinking

But what I am unsure.
I need to break free from the cycle I endure.

Everyday is the same and the nights are undistinguished.
I feel as though I am being pushed along with the tide

Unable to break free from the everyday flow.
This is not me I need to change, before time takes over

And I am unable to change.
I need to be freed from the grasp of ordinary

And become that person I have always longed for.
Express myself in every way, and conquer the dreams as I lie awake.

Then I may fall asleep and put my mind to rest.
Make changes in my life and help those in need.

I would like to touch everyone's life in a positive way
And leave my mark on society before I fade away.

you...

I hate being mad at you, but I hate what you did more. I don't think I can stay mad at you. All was calm and sweet until the clouds rolled in and it started to rain. And when it rains... it pours. So it pours and we settle in separate spots. You ran and found shelter. I stayed and am trying to stay warm. I beg for mercy and cry for death. But i am still here and will build a house so you can come and visit me in the warmth of my heart and not the cold depths of my soul.

Somewhere the Sun is Shining

Somewhere the sun is shining,
and the clouds are not in sight.

Somewhere someone's laughing,
and talking about what might.

What might have been another year,
for us to spend together.

What might have been another time,
that I could cherish forever.

Somewhere two people laugh and joke,
and carry on all day.

Talk about their past and future,
in an extraordinary way.

They talk about the last few years,
and how they made a bond.

They found it funny they both were different,
but both especially fond.

Fond of each other everyday,
so genuine and true.

A friend to tell of all your worries,
if ever you were blue.

To trust with all my secrets,
and keeping yours close to heart.

Knowing you will comfort me,
and sharing all our art.

Somewhere the sun is shining,
and we will meet again.

Become the friends we always were,
and talk about what's been.

Although you're far away I know you're here,
to help me through hard times.

Help me make the right decisions,
when I don't see the signs.

Somewhere the sun is shining,
and you will be in my heart.

For you were more like a sister to me,
and we shall never part.

This is the time to let you know,
how much I really cared.

I love you for you no matter what,
and cherish the moments that we shared.

uuhhhh..

emm..i feel down and depressed now..such a hard time in my life..too many things to get trough lately..sometimes I feel like big stone burden me... oh GOD,please help me..please help me to find the way out..
i missed my mom..she always harm me with her words..i'm really hope that she was here right now...huhu...

congratulation to Mr. Shafeirul!!

Your marriage vows echo
In heaven today
Blessing you both
Every imaginable way..

congratulation to Mr. and Mrs. Shafeirul for their marriage..
may God bless both of you..
;-)